As I had written in a post at MyLot, I am growing tired of what I do. Work had become a routine. It does not challenge me anymore, and it does not give a promise of growth anymore, financially, mentally, and morally. It seemed like everything is futile; it seemed like everything is in freeze or hanging mode. I admire some people whoregard work as fun albeit it could not be like that always but having to work with more fun in a sense not really akin to not doing anything at all but doing it with much gusto and love and self-respect is really, really something.
Some people can be just content of what they do or be satisfied working only within their comfort zone. I mean, some people can be ‘fat dumb and happy’ with the conventional pace. I was at some point in my life, that – trying to appease my self with thoughts of acceptance.
But the desire is growing and Princess Merida asked this question: “If you had a chance to change your fate, would you? “
I am crossing my fingers as I hope.