Yep. I am more than forty years old and I don’t think I am still fit enough carrying a child in my womb. So I don’t want to get preggy anymore!
Besides, I don’t want to feel morning sickness and fatigue anymore. Some pregnant women even experience hemorrhoids. I don’t want to desperately find treatment for hemorrhoids either! Not that I had experienced it, but what if this time?
I am not joking.
Getting pregnant is not included in my plans anymore. Of course there are unplanned (or unwanted?) pregnancies but pleaseee, not me! I have no desire of experiencing AGAIN the aches, the uneasiness, the weight gain, the morning sickness, etc, etc. And… the pangs of giving birth.
But I do not regret having Kay and Daryl. They completed me as a woman. They gave me a clear definition of life. They are my inspiration and a part of my strength. They bind me and Papsie.